make a prefect gurl !

Hri nie sha bgun awl.. x thu laa npew.. ingt an daa kol 4.. sb kol 4 sha nk study sc.. yew laa.. hri nie kn axem..adoyai.. seram plak.. hmm.. x pew laa.. lpewkn.. acik ctew psl axem jew.. bosan dwatye..
Shunk nie.. sha skew gn mylife.. hepy!hepy! x dex sdeh2 pon.. just enjoy.. smlm ptg2 an.. sjew jew laa.. jln kt sg.boye nie naek mto.. yew laa.. daa lmew dok memerap kt umah uh.. skali skale nk kua ajk.. sha ajk ena sruh tman an.. jln punye jln punye jln.. tbe2 nmpk laa plak si dye nie.. tjeling2.. pergghh.. yg ena daa tpandang2.. mls laa nk lyn.. tgur pon x.. tah pape.. mls laa.. then2! blew daa jln2.. lpak gn abg yan jp.. hehe.. bosan laa plak jln2.. blew daa lpk2 smue.. bru lpk gn eril ;) eril ckp dye ad bli rebbit.. arrgghh.. x sba nk negok rebbit uh.. mesty cumey.. atoyai.. hehe..
so far.. sha tekad x mo nges2 daa.. huhu.. knon laaa.. but im try.. i can ! ad kwn2 laen yg leh wat sha hepy.. eril.. akak alyn..abg yan..aby azeq.. smue leh wat sha hepy.. aagk laa.. huh!
k laa.. x thu nk taip ap lgi nie.. sha stop dlu k.. nnty sha post lgi ;) llleebbbiiiuu ! <3

_im hepy gurl_

so far.. pew yg blaku kt sha dlu nmang ad hikmah.. abg angkt n bf yg sha rsew buang mse lyn..  bkn pew.. yg dlu kte laen..shunk kte laen.. bese laa.. laki an.. tpi bkn laa nk slhkn downg kew pew.. just sjew jew.. ad laa bendeyee k.. but now ! sha daa ad akak bru,abg bru,adk bru,n bf bru..haha.. ad new person yg sha syg.. bkn sowng.. but 5 owng.. hehe.. bkn tmak kew pew.. just sha nmang nk ad kakak n abg.. sha shunk hepy sgt2 ad downg .. sb leh phm sha then leh nsihatkn sha.. support me.. kdang2 ad gk kne mra gn downg.. hehe.. bese laa 2.. adat jdi adk.. huhu. gn eril.. hrp dye leh phm prgai sha nie.. yew laa .. be4 nie an.. dpt yg tah pape tah.. mls nk ctew.. kang klu ctew kt snie trase laa plak.. nvermne laa.. i hope onedy nk bwk abg gn akak holiday.. huhu.. tinggi tol bragn.. tpi nmang best ad abg gn akak.. bkn cm dlu.. ad abg pn.. rsew cm..hmm..tah laa.. so far.. cyg akak!cyg abg! <3
hri nie gnab sbln deksha gn eril.. ptg kang nk jumpe eril..eril kte nk wat surprise.. atoyai.. bdebar laa plak.. haha..
then.. mlm tdi ad kls math gn cg.fatimah.. pkai wne bju smew gn eril.. blue kaler ma,, then.. tbe2.. adoyai.. smeone 2 plak.. pkai bju sme gn dye punye laa plak.. hmm.. tah laa.. sha gn eril slalu gk ngumpat downg.. hehe.. entah laa.. shunk sha rsew cm nk x nk jew lyn dye.. mlz laa.. plek.. x dex prasaan blew rmpas hak owng.. tpi sha x ksah.. sha x perlukn mamat uh.. sha hepy gn life sha shunk.. shunk nie pon.. akak gn abg sha bru kpel.. atoyai.. hepy sakan msing2.. sha hrp relationship sha gn akak n abg kekal lmew.. the best siblings.. huhu..
hmmm..lmew gk an x tlis blog nie.. ssh laa on shunk.. yew laa.. kn daa nk dkat pmr.. so manyak axem.. nk kne bce bku 2 laa.. bku nie laa.. adoyai.. mls tol..
hope2.. jeje gn boo daa ok laa... pkare kcik x yh laa nk bsr2 kn.. fwen2 jew.. bese laa 2.. nnty taon dpn tah2 x jumpe.. kang rindu laa plak.. then.. cntct gk nnty an.. hepy2 jew.. dlm life nie bese laa.. kdang2 ad yg hepy.. ad yg sad.. gado laa.. mcm2.. daa2 laa 2 kowng gadoyew.. sha windu gk mlot kcoh kowng due uh.. hehe..
k laa.. sha nk on fb laa..then nk bukak twitter plak.. sha hrp boo gn jeje ok blek.. then.. doa an sha k.. hrp result axem mid year nie ok.. papai.. tatatititutu ;)

*kak alyn,abg azeq,abg yan,adk pyzan,eril,boo,jeje,ena <3

folio oo folio ..

 Hari nie pgi2 lgi bgun cm bese.. wat pew lgi klu bkn solat subuh :) pas abes solat.. study geo f1.. bleh thn laa.. then..daa abes study.. rest jp.. kol ena.. gosip2..haha.. then kcau abg tdow.. kol dye.. haha.. smbil 2 msg gn eril..hri nie dye d plawanan bola.. hope dye ok jew.. huhu..take care nie.. haha ! dlm pkul 10 pg , nk pegi umah pika.. nk wat folio sj..huhu.. knon laa.. shunk nie deksha tgh taip blog nie kt umah pika laa.. haha.. downg bsing2.. downg wat folio .. sha taip blog.. hehe.. bsing jew downg nie.. then.. tdi bodek ayh pika nk bli tepon.. huhu.. shunk nie sha gne 2 sim.. ayh sha mra2 sb ayh kol sha x pnh angkt.. hmmm.. so.. kne laa save duet nk kne bli tepon .. sbaek ayh pika bgi.. hehe.. :) .. adoyai .. next week folio geo daa kne anta.. hmm.. folio bru siap sparuh.. adoyai.. cm ne nie.. gmba pncemarn deksha minx tlg kt eril gn ena tlg wat kn.. hehe.. jht an.. haha.. x dex laa..minx tlg jew.. nnty sha wat kn laa peghargaan.. huhu..
Hri nie sha x thu lgi nk wat aktiviti pew.. hmm.. sha taip blog hri nie awl k..sb mlm kang mybe x leh on blog daa..yew laa..shunk nie an ayh sbok wat asgmnt..so laptop nie..spenuh mse jdi shabat ayh..hmm.. hri nie hri ibuu!!!! wow ! x thu npew.. rsew hepy glew..pdahal..hri ibu jew pon..hehe..hmm..nk ckp pew lgi ek.. hehe.. x thu laa..
so far an .. shunk nie.. sha bsyukur laa.. sb ad owng syg sha n sha syg downg.. abg azeq,abg yan,kak alyn,dek pyzan gn eril... sha epy shunk.. tengkiu.. tik tok tik tok ..tgk2.. daa 4 taon lbeh adk pyzan jdi adk sha.. kjap jew.. huhu.. first time ad relationship lmew2.. huhu..
so far nk nsihat kn kpade spew2 jew laa.. jgn pndang serong kt owng then jgn rampas hak owng .. sb onedy tkena kt ktew ssh plak nnty.. bg sha .. sha maafkn spew2 yg ktuk sha kew.. mgata sha kew.. eh..bkn smew kew..? hehe.. bia laaa.. mybe ap yg blaku dlu ad hikmahyew.. alhamdulillah .
k laa.. nk wat folio.. pika daa mra.. haha.. bye2..
syg abg2 sha,akak,gn adk pyzan <3

nice day :)

 Hari nie pgi2 lgi ibu daa kjut sruh solat subuh.. hri nie okey plak x dex mls2 cm smlm.. bgun g solat then bring jp mybe pnt sgt kot..huhu.. then.. x thu nk wat pew daa.. nk study..tpi mlz laa plak .. adoy.. tgk2 kt ats meja.. ad plak nvel ain maisarah.. ap lgi .. amek n bce laa ! hehe.. tglak2 bcew nvel uh.. klakar glew.. x pnh2 bcew nvel smbil glak.. klu laa sha bcew kt dlm klinik or psraya kew tmpt mkn kew.. klu owng tgk..mesty dye pkie yg sha nie glew.. haha.. wat segan jew nnty..
 Bese laa.. hri nie an hri mgu.. then.. blew jam daa pkul 9 pgi.. tgs mguan akn diberi thu oleh timbalan boss kt dlm umah nie.. spew lgi klu bkn ibu tsyg :) hehe.. first2 kne bsuh tgkap.. sb tgkp kt dlm blek sha daa bhabuk.. then kmas ats katil , kmas buku dlm rak , kms blek , bsuh pgn , lipat kaen then mamam ! hehehe.. lpa uh wat keje byk2 nie.. sbaek dpt mam best2 cket.. pas abes jew wat keje smue nie.. pegi plak pizza hut.. cube teke sha pegi pizza hut wat pew ? mkn nmang laa btul.. adoy.. mkn jew ingt.. kn bsok hri ibu.. so.. femily sha smbut hri nie jew.. skali gn befdy ibu.. so sweet an2.. hehe..
 Blew ptg plak.. adoyai.. pns glew .. haba dye.. daa thp maximum pnsyew.. hri nie jew daa msok 5 kli sha mandy.. hehehe.. disbkn hri nie pns glew.. so mls laa nk kua.. dok umah jew.. lgi pon..nmang tiap2 ptg dok umah . hehe.. pkul 6 suku sha daa tpacak dpn tv.. haha.. nk tgu smpai pkul 6 stgh.. hehe.. nk thu tgu ap ?? tgu ctew korea laa.. ap lgi.. hehe.. best glew ! terjerit2 tgk.. yew laa.. mne x jerit yew.. ctew korea uh.. daa laa ctew sweet2 punye.. then hero dye plak cumey2.. perghhh ! naek glew diwatyew.. haha..
 Hmmm.. mlm nie.. so bosan !! nk on9 ssh daa shunk sb ayh sha shunk amek master so sbok wat asgmnt.. nie pon 15 min jew ayh bg on.. kdekut tol.. k laa.. ayh nk take over laptop nie.. if sha ad mse free.. sha taip blog lgi k.. bye2 . :)

<3 ayh,ibu,sue,adk,abg,akak,adk pyzan,boo,ena,miera.jeje <3

: halu halu .

salam.. hye2.. windu plak.. daa lmew x blogger .. hmm.. mgu nie.. mcm2 jdi.. mlz laa nk ctew bende yg lps2.. pew kte ktew ctew psl hri nie.. nk2 ? dri smlm daa set nk wat solat hajat pgi nie.. knon laa set jam pkul 4 stgh.. blew daa bunyi.. adoyai.. mls yew  nk bgun.. kuat tol hasutan syaitan nie.. hmm.. entah laa.. disbkn bdn nie.. mls nk bgun..mte pon mls nk bukak..dgn snang aty yew.. deksha pon smbung tdow blek.. haha.. trok tol pragai.. then.. pkul 6 , ibu kjot sruh bgon mandy.. tpi entah laa npew mls glew nk bgunkn bdn nie dri katil..entah best plak bring lmew2 kt ats ktil..maklom laa tilam bru.. haha ! . smpai satu thp.. ibu pgl.. ` akak! bgun! mandy! pegi sek! ` haha.. mauye tekejut dek lmah jantung ..haha.. dgn berat aty..so bgun laa msok blek air.. da abeyh mandy,siap2 smue.. time mkn plak.. x dex slera lgsung nk mam.. so tgk jew laa mknan 2.. sdap kew x sdap kew..nmpk cm bese jew.. haha..
 7.10 pgi.. dri sek ren jln kew sek dgn lagak tgh bragan.. haha.. tah ap laa plek bebeno pragai eden hri nie..msok jew sek.. daa kne pegi dpn tok edar kn yasin .. keje yg sungguh memenatkn.. ad pgawas laki pon x leh hrp.. pape tah.. kcian bdk f1 (pgawas percubaan ) pakse dye jdi mc.. tpi sore dye ok jew.. perfect !
time rhat jumpe abg :)
 time ptg plak.. bcew novel ain maisarah ! best glew.. tergelak2 bce.. haha ! skew bcew nvel2 dye..perfect ! hri 2 time karnival buku antarabangse kt pwtc dpt jumpe dye.. perghh ! cantek glew.. tabek laa dye uh.. mude2 lgi daa jdi pnulis nvel terknl... kn best if onedy deksha pon jdi cm 2.. HAHA !
 now, time mlm.. still bcew nvel ain maisarah gk.. tpi stop jp.. nk taip blog nie.. daa lmew rsew yew x taip blog.. huhu.. tdi on fb jp.. ad bdk damansara nie.. x abes2 nk menyebok psl owng.. deksha x sbok psl dye pon.. mls nk lyn.. dye bg text mcm2.. sha wat bdo jew.. daa sound byk kli pon.. x mkn saman. plek btol bdk nie.. nnty nk bgayut., hehe,, nk thu gayut gn spew ? teke sndri.. huhu.. bsok or hri ahd ingt nk jumpe kazen.. windu same dye.. nk meet2.. knekn dye.. shoping habes ! haha.. k laa.. pnt plak tgn nk menaip pnjang2.. huhu.. lgipon mte sha pdeh laa.. mte sha perlu direhatkn dgn segera ! sha msok tdow dlu k.. good nite smue ! ha.. be4 tlpew.. untuk kwn sha.. boo.. x mo sdeh2 k.. tbah jew dgn dugaan yg ktew hadapi.. sha cyew ad hikmah disblekye.. :) akak alyn x shat.. hmm ..akak rest ckup2 k.. hope cpt smboh .. wokeyh.. bye2.. ;)
* text msg 4 my bf first be4 i sleep.. huhu..

lame x taip blog . long story nie.. hehe

hmm . abg , im sowie laa.. bkn adk x nk meet abg.. but cg azizah bg kua lmbt.. sb wat krgn.. hmm.. blew abg kua jew dri pss.. mkew grang glew.. tkot kowt dwatyew.. hmm.. cm ne nk pjuk abg nie.. adoyai . blew kol ckp alaa kdar jew.. cdeyh jew rsew.. blew kt sek plak tgur gitu2 jew.. hmm.. x best laa blew x dgr lwk abg uh .. adk akn trus n trus pjuk abg..smpai abg bosan.. hehe.. x nk laa tgk keadaan mcm nie,, x epy..x best . tiap2 mlm nk kol abg laa.. hehe.. sjew nk kcau . about kwn sha ` melisa or mell ` cian tgk dye.. wlaupon pragai dye cm 2.. tpi sha phm.. sbnrye aty budi dye baek jew.. cume pndpt owng laen .. wlau pape pon.. dye ttap kwn sha wlau bgaimne keadaan dye skali pon.. sha nie bkn jnis nk bia kn kwn sha sndri dlm sad . yew laa... bese yew kwn nie,, blew epy ad jew gn ktew blew sad .. entah mne ilang . klu yg bab2 merampas .. gado hot2,, wlaupon bende 2 pnh jdi kt sha.. bia jew laa,, rmai lgi yg nk kwn gn ktew.. pew ssh.. tgk shunk.. sha epy.. sb akak angkt sha,, leh tmn an sha.. hrp2 mell tbah gn smue nie.. n sha hrp sgt2.. dye x tpengaruh gn bdk sg.choh .. dgr ctew sne trok cket . jdi rindu plak blew x dpt bgurau gn dye .. sad yew rsew . hmmm ..
shunk nie.. kwn2 smue daa x hiraukn sha.. x pew laa.. its okeyh.. tengkiu for ena.. still leh lyn kerenah sha nie.. boo , jeje , mell gn miera . love u laa.. best blew dpt msok 3 khindi . kwn2 smue best . bleh hilang smue prob yg ad . hehe <3

* sayang abg saye .

dmam tersgt2

hmm..hri nie axem.. dmam pns laa plak.. then tbe2 selseme laa plak.. igos nie daa mcm air terjun.. haha .. lju jew.. dgn sket tekak yew.. btok yew lgi.. adoyai.. bku x bce lgi laa plak.. daa laa subjek teras.. geo , sc gn ag.. sc bleh laa jwb.. geo byk antam.. agama.. haha.. msing2 tru.. ustazah tgk cm x puas aty jew.. but still leh sba gn kerenah klz sha yg glew 2.. hope result axem nie.. ok laa..
hri nie kwn sha dye geram.. tkejot gk tgk dye pgamok.. glew laa.. nk cool down kn dye.. x branie laa.. nnty x psl2 sha plak knew.. huh !
doakn sha hope 2moro okeyh.. shat jew.. ;)
tok abg .. i miss u <3

im tired .

huh ! hri nie pnt sgt2.. entah laa..x thu npew.. mybe hyper activ sgt kot kt dlm kls pgi tdi.. tdi jeje nges sb pompuan x sdar diri 2.. cian dye.. kuang asm tol pompuan 2 nk maki2 owng.. dok kg nk bajet hot cm owng bandar .. pape tah.. x sdar diri nme yew 2..

i need money .

hmm.. lgi 3 mgu befday ibu.. x dex duet laa plak nk bli present.. ingt nk bli an jubah coz ibu skew pkai jubah .. next week laa bru kumpul duet.. tpi ckup 20 inggit jew.. x pew laa.. minx kt ayh cket :) hnm..hri nie bosan glew .. cg x dex .. smue g mesyuarat.. haisyh..daa laa next week nk axem.. time nie laa plak dye ad metingyew.. hmm.. entah laa..x thu nk taip pew daa.. pnt otak pkie.. mcm2 tjadi hri nie.. nk taip kt snie..smpai bsok x sdah2 taip yew..
* 4 u.. hmm..ktew daa maap an.. so far x mra daa.. just.. im sowie if ktew lyn ko cm nk x nk jew..

whatever .

KWN MKN KWN . itu jew yg leh ckp.. just so far ckp jew laa bende 2 kt sha..ssh sgt kew.. ?? bkn yew sha mra kew pew kew,, tah pape tah.. nk berahsie sgt.. tgk shunk..smue owng daa thu.. smue owng cm pndang serong jew kt ko.. nie..mybe tok ko.. ( sowie klu spew2 terase dgn bende nie ) ko x yh laa nk gedix2.. nyampah sha gn kwn sha tgk.. nk wat sore gedix2 bia owng amek perhatian tok ko laa.. ap2 jew laa..so far..sha nk minx maap sb slalu mgata ko.. then.. cm nie laa kwn kn.. bia lntak ko laa.. ap ko nk wat.. be4 nie pon sha bkn yew heran gn ko pon an.. n tok ko si khianat ! why n why ko tpu sha ?? x leh ckp bende yg sebtol2yew kew ?? ssh sgt kew ?? ko daa wat sha mgharap glew2 kt ko..ko THU X ??!! so far.. nk HATE ko.. but.. x baek hate2 owng nie.. ko dgr snie.. ko pkie laa.. if ko wat someone cm nie.. nnty onedy ko plak yg akn knew mcm nie.. time 2.. time sha plak smile slebar2yew kt ko.. n sha minx maap wat msew shunk sha x leh maapkn kowng.. bg sha msew.. n insyallah sha leh maapkn kowng.. tpi nnty laa.. n minx maap yg nie mybe btol.. sha x akn anggap kowng fwen deksha lgi.. n sha minx maap skali lgi..sha dlete kowng dri fb sha..

: hari ini .. adoyai .

Hari nie first2 kne jdi mc phimpunan rasmi.. pergghh.. mau yew tcabot jantung nie.. entah knape suare nie x nk kua laa plak.. then.. trus ckp jew.. kowng dgr or x.. lntak kowng laa.. asl deksha daa berucap kt dpn uh.. hehe.. then.. blew daa neves psl mc uh.. bleh plak tertgl bju skn.. adoyai.. amek kau.. mate penalti daa knew.. tpi cg x cm kot.. huhu.. di sbkn hri nie pns glew so prot deksha nie pon pew lgi.. acik melalak jew minx mkanan dimsokkn kew dlm.. hahaha.. byk kli mkn pon x kyng2.. hehe.. abg deksha x dtg sek hri nie.. sb dye dmam.. cian dye.. huhu.. so far .. this week mesty bz glew kot..sb nk siap an folio geo gn sej then nk study lgi tok axem next week.. pergghh.. byk yew keje.. pnt laa cm nie.. hmmm..

kehidupan baru

Hari nie.. entah laa.. rsew happy sgt2..pas tgk kak rohana kwen gn psagan dye.. cantek sgt2 bju pengantin downg .. then.. hri nie gk tbe2 jew diri nie smgat glew2 nk study.. tdi sbok minx bku rjukn kt kazen.. yew laa.. dye an daa f4.. mne ad gne daa bku2 pmr nie.. so.. lbeh baek deksha minx.. right . ? mulai dri hri nie nk fokus 2 study jew.. x nk daa pkie bende2 yg buang mse 2.. 4 what nk pkie bende 2 smpai thap gaban.. btol x ? next week daa exem.. perrggh.. tkot yew.. bru2 nie dpt 2a jew.. hope axem bru nie.. dpt byk a cket :) ..

mlz btol nk pegi bsok.. tpi lgi mlz nk g kakak sdare kwen.. haisyh.. klu x g.. x baek plak.. hmm.. bsok ad bengkel pmr sampai pkul 4.. haisyh.. kejang laa bontot nie.. adoyai.. tpi x pew.. its ok.. bsok blek awl.. ayh nk amek kol 3 .. sb nk kne tlg umah kakak sadre.. hehe.. wokeyh laa 2.. tpi rsew feling smangat sgt2 nk blaja bsok laa plak.. adoyai.. npew nie.. x pew laa.. bgos pew kn2..?
rindu laa plak kt adk pyzan.. blew laa dye nie nk blek dri asrama.. haisyh.. hri 2 x sempat msg.. sb deksha ad kem.. hmm..cian dye..

dear friends

Dear friends,

where else can i find,

someone that can cure my sadness,

someone that will listen to me,

someone that share my happiness,

someone that be my word`s complement,

You may not be prefect but..

for me its`s perfect enoungh,

when we declare friendship,

when we cast away misuderstanding,

For things I did wrong,

For words which might hurt,

For my doings that make you cry,

please forgive me,

If I can tell the whole universe,

How much I need you,

Will I throw my voice,

until it`s heard no more,

Thank you for everything,

For the joy the we had,

For the fight that brought us closer,

For the words that fill my heart,

If I have extra lives,

will I redeem it to longer yours,

so..that I will never go through,

How it feels to lose friends like you.

My Dear Friends <3

khas tok fwen deksha only :) - nurul aini , aida naziha , aina nurdayana , siti zulaikha anis , amirah haziqah , nurul asyiqin , siti nur izzati , aishah aqilah , aina haziqah , anis nuranisya , fatin nadhirah , nur syazwani , hmm..spew lgi ek.. x ingt laa.. so far.. smue tok kwn2 deksha yg kt asrama 2.. saya kowng a lot. . :)

kenapa ?

hmm.. npew dgn dye ? hmm.. x pew laa..owng daa x sudi.. lgi pon..deksha x mengharapkan dye pon.. nk wat pew mgharap pada insan yg x jujur dgn kate hati then lie sane sini.. tah pape tah.. pegi laa dye ke mane dye nk pegi.. tpi jgn kembali pda deksha blek.. daa kompem2 x diterime kembali.. yeah ! so far.. deksha ad rmai lgi peminat slaen dye. (eceh..prasan laa plak .. hehe ) x pyh nk relationship over sgt.. just kwn2 ckup.. lgi best dripda relationship cm banggang jew.. in the same time.. now.. just nk study 4 pmr jew.. shunk nie rjen gk.. jinak2 kn kaki nie jln kew blek kaunseling.. ala..maklom laa.. blew aty daa pts asa .. kt situ jew laa tmpat mgadu.. x pon kt abg deksha.. x pon kt kengkwn jew laa.. lgi myenangkan.. hmm.. so far..tekad x mo sad2 daa.. i hope . :)

new blogger :)

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